I don't know why

Monkey see, monkey do
Rather be dead than be cool
Every line ends in rhyme
Less is more, love is blind

Give an inch, take a smile
Fashion shits, fashion style
Blow it out, keep it in
Have to have poison skin

Stay Away

Time means nothing

Dammit, doing ICA's sucks.

Okay fine, it's not the ICA's fault. Mostly mine. I've been slacking my ass off when I'm not supposed to. Like today, when everyone's doing their work for Week 8's assignment, I spent the whole 4 hours of break playing CS. Haha. What the hell is wrong with me, like seriously. I basically screwed up my Creative Thinking ICA. Screw that. Filming had the potential to go wrong, and at some point it very damn well did.

I'm just happy I managed to get through everything with a smile. I have my friends to thank for that. Awesome people.

Weekends are here again. Damn they come and go so fast. It's like, we just ended Week 6 of school. Six weeks of school, that's more than a month. And it feels like we just started. It's disturbingly moving too fast. During secondary school, it feels like forever just to get a weekend. Now it feels like a breeze. Too fast perhaps. I've got enough work on my hands, the extra time would come in handy thank you very much. Okay who am I complaining - I have the time, I just suck at managing it. I suck. I procrastinate too much. Too fucking much. I want to do my work, but when my mind is block, I just have to do something to unblock it, and that something is always unrelated to my work. Dammit!

I've been saying sooner or later I have to learn to stop, but I can't. Too much noise at home. I miss the days where I would go out to study. I made much more progress studying outside than studying at home. Too bad.

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Summary of Monday's Vivo outing

Outing was fun.
Friends are fun.
Cake was cheesy (literally)
Dares were weird.
I took one for the team, half me enjoyed it, half of me found it awkward.
I sucked too much.
Going home late was sweet.


Done.
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Oh I've been working on a personal song too.
It's not fully done, since I've only wrote like 50% of it.

But here's a sneak peek:

It's been three days
since you've said goodbye
i took a long look
at your alibi

I saw what
I should have seen
And now I'm
Taking a deeper scene

It's not over Even
When it's not Begun
The stereo inside me
Telling tales

Could I be
Should I See
The way they held me

It's not over even
When it's not yet begun

It's basically in the key of "Em", with slight variations.

Taking my time to work on it further.
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There, I've done my blogging for the week. Yay.

Someone said I'm in the wrong place

I better leave

Homeworks

Today is Sunday.

Also known as, "Do Your Homework" Day

And I've been doing just that. I have my marketing presentation done.
Done, done, onto the next one.

I'm going to start on Chong's ICA, because I still have no idea how to do Miss Soo's ICA (even when it's due on Thursday and Intro's ICA is due 12th June)

If I can get enough things done today, I'll treat myself something nice tomorrow.

...

Oh also, Happy Belated 18th Birthday to me.

How forgetful of me, I forgot to even wish myself happy birthday.

After Hours

I've just had the longest weekend ever.

Well, it felt long to me.

So much fun.

I'm so happy.

For this first time in this whole week, I don't feel moody at all anymore and don't feel the need to cling on other people to distract myself. I feel awesome.

Now I have work, thanks.

Margo <3

Meet my new love
Margo.

It was love at first sight. We met, we touched, and we sparked.
She's the one I've been looking for.
And finally, we are together.

She's
Cute,
Gorgeous,
Beautiful,
Lovely,
and drop dead Sexy.

I'll treasure her like no other.... <3

Enough with the words, we shall let pictures do the talking.



Behold, my new love...

Yep, a beauty ain't she?

Haha.

....

Finally got a new guitar. I sold off the one I had, 'coz I bought it wrongly. Long story. I'll tell it another time. With Khai's thoughtful advice, I finally decided to take this baby home.

It's growing on me and real nice to play on, even though I'll look kinda weird playing grunge music with it. Still. Can't wait to let her have some stage time of her own.

She's named after Margo Roth Speigelman, from the book "Paper Towns" by John Green. She was my favourite character out of all Mr. Green's stories, so I thought, why not name this new guitar after her. I'm sure I can find many things in common with the guitar and the real Margo from the story. Haha.

Cheers.

Also, Bangkutaman was awesome... \m/

Hey There

It's impossible

I cant let it out

You'll never know

Am I selling you out

I'll sit and watch

Your every move

l'll be coming home next year

On and On, I've got Nothing to Hide

HEY.

WEEK 3 has ended. Happy? Perhaps. It's been a teaser of stress for the past few days. I say teaser, because it's still far too early to say it's too hard yet. Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically tested this few days. Deadlines? I got them covered. Group-work? Done, on to the next one. ICAs? I'm on it.

My moods have been on a roller-coaster ride lately. I could be happy as fuck in the afternoon, and emo as fuck in the evening. I've learn to grow fond for some people so far, and it's awkward. Sometimes. But, I'm not gonna do anything stupid, because honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly, I know where that road ends. I'll stay who I am. A psychotic, half-assed enthusiastic, lame-joke-making, underrated, happy guy. Who is single.

Basically, I've done all my homework except for the tutorials. Currently, I'm more focused on completing my assignments (which usually involves a lot of writing) and ICAs. I feel reluctant to open and read up on Marketing. I know it's a tough subject that I need to focus on, since there's an actual written exam for it. But I just can't give a fuck right now. I'll do what I have always done, last minute work. The probability of that ending well for me, is well, half? I like it that way.

Monday's the first ICA ever. Business Presentations. I'll revise my speech and rehearse it over the weekend. I really want to ace this. I really fucking do. I did not just won an inter-class Speaking Competition in Secondary School for nothing. I did not just enter Speech and Drama classes for nothing. So, technically, I've had training. It's cheating, but big whoop. All the better for me to ace it. WHICH I NEED TO.... Also, I wanna wear something nice on Monday, on the count that I might be chosen to present on that day. Either way, I'll wear something much more formal on both days. If it wasn't for the hot weather, I would actually be excited to do this,

But for now... GIVE ME MY WEEKEND BITCH
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On an Unrelated note, I left the lecture theatre as soon as possible without even saying goodbye to my classmates. Why? 'Coz if you were busy enough to read my twitter updates, you'll know I had to meet my good friend Clarissa. It's seriously been awhile since I've seen her cheery face! Hahah. I owed her a Starbucks "date" anyways, for some unknown sudden reason, which I don't even know why. Hahah. So we met and started talking about how we've been and sharing secrets and of course cracking jokes. I was telling her how much of a tease Media studies was, that it was actually more than just writing, and it's full of intricate and complex topics that I would have, honestly, never see coming at all. Well, at Starbucks she wanted to do study and do homework, but, since I technically had nothing to actually "study", I just surfed teh internets. I could have done my tutorials, but screw that. I'll do it when I feel like it... :P

After awhile, we decided to chill around the Waterfront and watch this soothing upbeat 2-man band from Philippines.. Okay it was a Guy and a Girl. Their music was great. Gravitated more towards the instrumental side though, but I liked it. It felt like it had a blues and pop feeling. Their songs were nice to listen and relax to. Now, if only I can remember the band's name.... heh. We sat there listening together. Haha...

After short dinner, made our way to HMV. Oh god, I found this cool Nirvana and Foo Fighters shirt. Fucking tempted to buy it. I had the money, but I felt reluctant to use it. They were expensive. Dammit. Next time.

It was a nice night. Can't wait to hang out with her again! :D

Following pics, courtesy of her and benjamin... LOL

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All my life I've been searching for something
Something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies, but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope

Hooo

I just need to scream and sing again soon.
I want to scream in front of the Mic again.

I just need to do it again now, for some reason

"/

I'VE GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION TO MAKE; I'm no fool....

IS SOMEONE GETTING THE BEST, THE BEST, The best of you

D:

Smells like ME Spirit

OKAY THIS ONE IS FOR YOU DOREEN.
Hahaha!



'Sup, this has been an awkward yet amazingly fun two weeks of Poly so far.

Doreen is, full of funny? Haha, I know her facebook ethics all too well already, and I blame her for not making me pay attention during Monday's lecture! DX

Haha, we practically chat the lecture away, now I feel bad for Mr. Chong.

Our love for Bandung bonded us together... LOL!

And guess what, Homework has become a norm for me again. It's awkward, because I've been living off being lazy for 6 months, and now I actually have essays and tutorials to write. Cool shit? Perhaps. I'm not really sure, since I have been procrastinating (don't I always?) as usual. It took me a whole night, to finish writing an article. Wtf is wrong with me. Sooner or later, I have to stop procrastinating...

'Sides work, I've gone for CCA auditions. Drama was... awkward? I'm not one for bitching, but seriously. The people there were, weird. They were those divas-ish kind. Making noise, and for everything said, they always havea witty come back. There's a line between being fun and enthusiastic, and being annoying. They've crossed to the latter, imo. Rachel and I, were like "Okay, what the hell did we just stepped into?".. haha. But the audition was fun though. They got me to sing. I didn't really know what to Sing. So I just went along with Green Day's "Time of your Life". I did, okay I guess. I got in the club anyways. Yay?

Another audition today for some NYPTV Host thingy. I fucking screwed up lah. I'm so sorry Shar. She was all enthu and happy-go-lucky, and I was there stuttering the words. Gah, I suck.

So far school's a blast. I've only been late.. twice. Damn 72. Dammit. And both late days were on a Monday! I went out of my home early as always, but 72 will either be always full or slow. The first time around, 4 busses just deliberately refused to board me. Seriously! Then yesterday, the bus did came early. But the Traffic was as slow as two old people having sex. For every 30seconds it move, we had to wait for 5mins of no-moving. Fortunately, Mr. Crispy (Chris Pang, btw, hahaha) is an understandable guy. He's nice, I like his module.

Also, while writing this post, I am currently procrastinating not doing Mr. Azhar's work... how awesome can I be... |:<

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