I will never be good enough for her

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.

I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

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A direct soundtrack for me right now.... D:

Vidja Gaemz Laiv

Guess what, I went to Video Games Live concert!

Thanks to my good friend Ananda who invited me along. Thanks a lot man, YOU ROCK!

And I must say, it was AWESOME!!

The screen was showing "All Your Base Are Belong To Us" .. LOL


The host and some models.. damn lighting


Oh and I bought a shirt too (cost me a friggin $35)

Basically it's a concert where some symphonic band plays all the music from Video Games soundtrack. Yup, games are not longer just about, well, the game. Even music now plays a big role in it. So okay I admit, I didn't exactly enjoy it totally. There were some games I've never even played before. Heard of, yes, but never touched before. So I didn't exactly know what I was listening to. Still, the performance was spot on, and the the crowd interaction was great. We got like, front row seats. Well not exactly front row, but we were damn close to the stage and we could see everything clearly. I didn't yawn at all. Now, if only they played the theme from Team Fortress 2. I would have jizzed in my Pants.

They played songs ranging from Metal Gear Solid to Super Mario Bros. to World of Warcraft to Castlevania and not forgetting - Halo.

Halo was the highlight for me, even though they didn't really emphasized on it so much. Oh well. Still, for some reason, some lame skinny-assed Master Chief cosplayer had to go prancing around. Lame. Lol.

As for refreshments, I totally got ripped off at the food stand. Like seriously, $6 for 2 cans of Iced Lemon Tea? $8 for a shitty Egg Sandwich that I could have made a bajillion times better with my eyes closed. What the fuck man. They know we need to buy food during these concerts, so they exploited this fact and purposely raised the prices sky high like nobody's business. Screw them, those Money-whoring sons of bitches.

Also, for some reason, they allowed my camera in. At first I was nervous that they were gooing to take it away (like during the MCR concert I went to, they confiscated my camera away from me), so I tried hiding it deep inside my bag, underneath my hoodie. I tried to not let the guards see as they were checking my bag, but nonetheless, they stripped it empty and found the video camera. To my surprise, they let me off with it. Haha. When I got into the hall, everyone had their cameras. It's weird, I thought big concerts like this would not allow the use of cameras. If I knew I could bring my in my video camera, I would have brought along my tripod. Seriously, holding a camera and recording the performance while trying to watch it myself can get really tiring after awhile.

Still, I managed to record a few performances. I only recorded the prominent ones, and songs that I actually know of.

I'll upload them and post them on another day.



In teh m3an tiem, I'mma go pley sum h3 fr abit kthxbai

AWESOME

We're alright where we're supposed to be.

Oh snap

...

I'm on a long road to ruin.

I've been happy when I want to be sad.
Sad when I want to be happy.
Serious when I want to be a joker.
A jester when I need to be focused.
Sarcastic when I want to be straight-forward.
Apathetic when I need to be sympathetic.
Crazy when I need to be serious.

You get the idea. Basically, I jumble up all my emotions and personalities and I can't seem to always draw the correct one in the right situations.

This is, actually in-fact, awesome. As it makes me random. But on the other hand, it makes me look like a dick at most times. The fact it does annoys me. But I can't seem to STFU. And I'm too apathetic to do anything about it. At least people are kind enough to put up with my douche-baggery. And for that, I thank you all. I'll treat you something to make up for it. Go redeem your free drink from me after reading this.

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I spent the whole of last night jamming to The Beatles. All the way past 2am in the morning. I had my amplifier out-loud, and my windows opened. Usually they would be closed, but on the count that my air-conditioner is currently as good as a blow dryer on Hot setting. Until I can get it back to actually blow out some Cool air, I'm resorting to putting a fan in-front of my face. I'm staring at it right now.

So anywho, I played songs from The Beatles all the way past 2am in the morning. For some reason, The Beatles are really fun to play. Ever since I heard they'll be doing a Rock Band Beatles game, I got hyped for the band.



The trailer had some sweet tunes. I've listened to the Beatles before (Sgt. Pepper and the Lonely Hearts Club Band, ftw), but wasn't really into them. But after watching the game's trailer, I started researching more of their other songs. And they're so cool. Their older songs are so cliche and cute, and I'm guessing that's why they're so cool. As the years progressed, so does their music. And I can tell the difference between McCartney's and Lennon's song writing. McCartney's gravitates more towards the good ol' Rock N Roll, while Lennon is a random bunch of hippie music (a.k.a Music you make when you're High). Go listen to "I Am the Walrus" and I dare you to tell me straight in the face that he didn't wrote it while he was high. I Rofl-ed.

So after listening to a bunch of them, I started trying out playing some. I managed to improvised some songs on my own (improvised the solo for "I Saw Her Standing There"). "Back to USSR" is so far such an awesome song to play and listen to. It's so sweet, it's really what you call old school Rock 'N Roll. Aww yeah.

So yeah, I just played and played. Because I was bored, and I just needed to. I'm already not performing for "Band Out", and I'm pissed. So I'll just continue playing by myself. It's a wonder how none of my neighbors or my parents complained about the volume, especially when it was already so late into the night. It's probably because either they were all dead asleep, or were enjoying what I was playing - the nostalgic sounds of the Beatles ... lol.

Well, she was just 17,
You know what I mean,
And the way she looked was way beyond compare.
So how could I dance with another (ooh)
When I saw her standin' there.

I desperately want to play this..

On stage, in the studio, at someone's home, ANYWHERE.

Please, will anyone jam this song with me... PLEASE

A Fire burns today

Before I Begin.

Happy 3rd Birthday Adib Numan, my little nephew! :3
Aww.. we wubbs his cake...


Also, random cousin/nephew shots.






This the week that I, more or less, got stuff done if not fully completing them. This is going to be the last week of school, and then, huzzah! Term break. It's like seriously damn fast. I've just met these bunch of people and holidays are coming again. I got an upcoming camp, and I think my old school's NCC are going to have a camp too. Not sure about when is that though. Maybe it's already over for all I know. If it is, I'll be damn sad 'coz I have plans for the things to do during the camp. Like seriously, and watching porn in the school canteen at 4am in the morning is not one of them.

Don't know what I'm gonna do during the holidays though. Most likely, I'll just waste it as usual. 2 weeks may sound long, but god damned is it friggin' short. But, it'll allow me to sleep in late again. Awesome.

So my week in a summary? Well. I got work done, more or less. I bought a new guitar amplifier, thanks to Khai again. Funny story, I thought the person I would be dealing with would be a guy, because it's always a guy usually. The person said that they'll drive all the way to my place to make the exchange on the night itself. So I made my way to the ATM and back in a hurry, and to my surprised, it was a girl. Wow. She was nice, and though the exchange was brief she made constant assurance that I could contact her anytime if there was a problem with the guitar amplifier. Haha, it was a nice surprise I guess. She was cute too.. but probably much older, lawl.

Oh, and I helped Hakim buy Team Fortress 2. Spreading the love of 2fort. I jumped from Sengkang to Bishan to Funan and back. Nowhere had the game. Well, they HAD the game. But everywhere it was sold out. Seriously, wtf. A Week ago I just saw it sitting on the shelf. Because of the damn Spy/Sniper patch, everyone was probably liek "MMUST GET TF2", and so they did. Eventually I found one for Hakim at Sim Lim Square. Got free pins while we were at it. Now I can stab his nooby, pyro-loving, heavy-wielding ass anytime. Awesome. He's becoming my close-friend in poly. Most probably because we're like the only malay guys in class. Chinese/Malay to be exact. So, kinda like brothers. Lawl.

So okay, I've done my blogging for the week. Good night. I need to study marketing now or Mr. John will HOedown my ass during the written test. Get it? Hahahahahahahah... Neither does your face.