Foo Fighters - Best Of You (Acoustic/Live) - Foo Fighters
Monday, March 16, 2009
It appears I have burst into flames
Conventions in Singapore a rare. But when one do comes around, expect the horde of kiasu Singaporeans to massively congregate to it in an attempt to experience what the fuss is all about and to get good cheap deals they probably won't ever get elsewhere.
The IT Fair is (or was) here! "Gadets galore, Electronics some more!" That should have been the slogan for the fair, if you asked me. I've been there, twice in fact. Once with my family, and another with a couple of friends. I was there for the first and second day. The fair lasted for 4 days. On the first day, the crowd was packed enough. Fortunately, it was bearable and in the end, got myself a new Lenovo laptop. I'll get more detail into that later.
Second day, my friends and I met up during our former school's annual Sports Day event. Lame as always, boring as fuck as usual. Every year it's the same. Only the runners, jocks and cheerleaders were having the fun. The spectators won't give a fuck on whats going on, only trying to bear the fact they had to waste half of a nice day stuck in a stadium doing nothing. Hah. My meeting with my classmates started my day off well. Catching up with each other, and wishing each other the best for our future. We left just before the started to rain. Looks like the event would have to be cut short, hah.
A whole day spent walking around non-stop (and I mean it) (seriously, there was no where to sit) (seriously, ouch) (wth). The whole point there was to see the other half of the convention (which I missed out on the first day) aannd to look for a good notebook deal for Khai. Hah. Fussy minded guy. My legs, they hurt.
And whoop de dah. On the very next day, I felt a burning sensation that most people have refered to as "burning up", "body aches", "pyrexia", "an increase in body temperature above normal levels" or how the public popular dubbed it as a Fever. |:
Gah. Waking up with aches, terrible headaches, inability to focus myself, and dropping in and out of concious. Yes for real. I was sick, the fever was only the main object, but other effect had it's toll on me. What's worst is that whenever I fall asleep, I've been having weird hallucinations or dreams. Hard to describe, it just made me more giddy when I woke up. Ugghhh....
Being sick only made my mind worst. Unlike, well, you know. I haven't had time to be preoccupied with stuff. It's hard to not think when I don't want to think. I have to learn to move on and face the fact it's over. It's fucking over, I lived a sweet dream and woke up to reality. Wow. Sounds like a quote from a song. Hmmm....
In an unrelated matter. I'm coping with myself now. It still hurts when I think about it. That's why I don't want to. I should move on, or should I not? I don't know. But you look happy with the other people around you. I'm glad you are. I don't think I could ever do the same. I wish I could pour my heart out and show you what I think, feel, and all the words I want to say to you, but I can't seem to. I'm sorry. I'm not making sense.
My heart is under arrest again, my head is giving me life or death, but I can't choose.
The IT Fair is (or was) here! "Gadets galore, Electronics some more!" That should have been the slogan for the fair, if you asked me. I've been there, twice in fact. Once with my family, and another with a couple of friends. I was there for the first and second day. The fair lasted for 4 days. On the first day, the crowd was packed enough. Fortunately, it was bearable and in the end, got myself a new Lenovo laptop. I'll get more detail into that later.
Second day, my friends and I met up during our former school's annual Sports Day event. Lame as always, boring as fuck as usual. Every year it's the same. Only the runners, jocks and cheerleaders were having the fun. The spectators won't give a fuck on whats going on, only trying to bear the fact they had to waste half of a nice day stuck in a stadium doing nothing. Hah. My meeting with my classmates started my day off well. Catching up with each other, and wishing each other the best for our future. We left just before the started to rain. Looks like the event would have to be cut short, hah.
A whole day spent walking around non-stop (and I mean it) (seriously, there was no where to sit) (seriously, ouch) (wth). The whole point there was to see the other half of the convention (which I missed out on the first day) aannd to look for a good notebook deal for Khai. Hah. Fussy minded guy. My legs, they hurt.
And whoop de dah. On the very next day, I felt a burning sensation that most people have refered to as "burning up", "body aches", "pyrexia", "an increase in body temperature above normal levels" or how the public popular dubbed it as a Fever. |:
Gah. Waking up with aches, terrible headaches, inability to focus myself, and dropping in and out of concious. Yes for real. I was sick, the fever was only the main object, but other effect had it's toll on me. What's worst is that whenever I fall asleep, I've been having weird hallucinations or dreams. Hard to describe, it just made me more giddy when I woke up. Ugghhh....
Being sick only made my mind worst. Unlike, well, you know. I haven't had time to be preoccupied with stuff. It's hard to not think when I don't want to think. I have to learn to move on and face the fact it's over. It's fucking over, I lived a sweet dream and woke up to reality. Wow. Sounds like a quote from a song. Hmmm....
In an unrelated matter. I'm coping with myself now. It still hurts when I think about it. That's why I don't want to. I should move on, or should I not? I don't know. But you look happy with the other people around you. I'm glad you are. I don't think I could ever do the same. I wish I could pour my heart out and show you what I think, feel, and all the words I want to say to you, but I can't seem to. I'm sorry. I'm not making sense.
My heart is under arrest again, my head is giving me life or death, but I can't choose.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Im So Stupid
Gah, what the hell was I thinking.
Of course it's over.
I've got to move on.
Feelings are killing me inside.
Good riddance love, I hope you had a time of your life.
Really, I have to stop myself.
I don't know whether if you do or do not.
It's killing me on the inside.
Of course it's over.
I've got to move on.
Feelings are killing me inside.
Good riddance love, I hope you had a time of your life.
Really, I have to stop myself.
I don't know whether if you do or do not.
It's killing me on the inside.
Gadgets Galore and Feelings Alore
People come to me for their gadget and electronic troubleshooting, as if I would know about every single computer thing out there. It gets stressful at times to keep up and try to at least keep a straight face when telling them information that I may be a little sketchy of. I don't keep up to date with all gadgetry and computer stuff. Sure I can fix and install and research for your hardware needs, but it I won't always give you a straight or effective solution for your troubleshoots.
I'm not perfect. But I'm happy to help in any way I can. Helping makes me high, haha. The satisfaction of successfully aiding a friend in need can never be compared with anything else. So if you're asking me for help, don't always expect me to give you a 100% solution. I may or may not be able to get it done for you. But I will try my best and not let you guys down. Heh.
Speaking of that, my latest troubleshooting I've done is for Leonard's newly bought Nintendo DS. Now I haven't really been playing around with my own NDS lately. So I may be a little rusty. I volunteered to download games for it. But when I realise his DS's R4 cartridge isn't fully working yet, it was needless to say that I would have to fix it too.
I spent the whole of last night trying to figure out the problem for it's issue. Apparently, the DS would be stucking in a "Loading..." screen forever. It won't budge. I research all over the internets in hopes of finding a solution. Downloading every bit of software I thought might work with the cartridge. Alas, I failed. The only rationale I could get out of the problem is that the Cartridge poor dear Leonard bought was a clone or apparently a different version of what he thought it would be and requires a specific software for itself. I needed the information of where that cartridge came from, but I had no source. He didn't have the box that came along with the cartridge. Oh wells. I'm so sorry Leonard. If I can find a solution I'll do what I can for ya Bro. Hahah.
That wasn't the only thing I did yesterday.
Earlier I had spent the day with her. A movie and a short shopping trip. That was all.
Role models was a laugh. A little matured but, I like that kind of crap. Haha.
Hmm, the whole time I was with her, it felt so weird again.
Ever since that night, I don't know why I just can't be the same way again. I'm trying to, but I don't seem to know how. All that weeks and months of building my confidence to be with her was somehow destroyed. I don't blame her. It was my fault starting it in the first place. With recent happenings, I just feel confused.... I don't know how to exactly say it (I do but I don't want to..). Oh wells, I'll find a way to get this through. If you're reading this, you know who you are, don't be hurt. It's my fault. I just gotta do more thinking and I'll find a way to get this all over and out with. Heh.
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Do you remember back then, when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did
Been holding on forever...
Promise me that when I'm gone
You won't forget me
We never got that far
This helps me to think all through the night
Bright lights that won't kill me now, won't tell me how
I'm probably just another line in your book.
I'm not perfect. But I'm happy to help in any way I can. Helping makes me high, haha. The satisfaction of successfully aiding a friend in need can never be compared with anything else. So if you're asking me for help, don't always expect me to give you a 100% solution. I may or may not be able to get it done for you. But I will try my best and not let you guys down. Heh.
Speaking of that, my latest troubleshooting I've done is for Leonard's newly bought Nintendo DS. Now I haven't really been playing around with my own NDS lately. So I may be a little rusty. I volunteered to download games for it. But when I realise his DS's R4 cartridge isn't fully working yet, it was needless to say that I would have to fix it too.
I spent the whole of last night trying to figure out the problem for it's issue. Apparently, the DS would be stucking in a "Loading..." screen forever. It won't budge. I research all over the internets in hopes of finding a solution. Downloading every bit of software I thought might work with the cartridge. Alas, I failed. The only rationale I could get out of the problem is that the Cartridge poor dear Leonard bought was a clone or apparently a different version of what he thought it would be and requires a specific software for itself. I needed the information of where that cartridge came from, but I had no source. He didn't have the box that came along with the cartridge. Oh wells. I'm so sorry Leonard. If I can find a solution I'll do what I can for ya Bro. Hahah.
That wasn't the only thing I did yesterday.
Earlier I had spent the day with her. A movie and a short shopping trip. That was all.
Role models was a laugh. A little matured but, I like that kind of crap. Haha.
Hmm, the whole time I was with her, it felt so weird again.
Ever since that night, I don't know why I just can't be the same way again. I'm trying to, but I don't seem to know how. All that weeks and months of building my confidence to be with her was somehow destroyed. I don't blame her. It was my fault starting it in the first place. With recent happenings, I just feel confused.... I don't know how to exactly say it (I do but I don't want to..). Oh wells, I'll find a way to get this through. If you're reading this, you know who you are, don't be hurt. It's my fault. I just gotta do more thinking and I'll find a way to get this all over and out with. Heh.
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Do you remember back then, when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did
Been holding on forever...
Promise me that when I'm gone
You won't forget me
We never got that far
This helps me to think all through the night
Bright lights that won't kill me now, won't tell me how
I'm probably just another line in your book.
Monday, March 9, 2009
It's been one week since you looked at me
cocked your head to the side and said I'm angry.
Five days since you laughed at me
saying get that together come back and see me.
Three days since the living room
I realized it's all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
but it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry
cocked your head to the side and said I'm angry.
Five days since you laughed at me
saying get that together come back and see me.
Three days since the living room
I realized it's all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
but it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry
Lolololololololololololol.
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In other news, I own at Halo Wars.. that is all.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Rumors Of My Demise Have Been Greatly Exaggerated
So please don't ask me how
I ended up at my wits end and breaking down
Pages torn from books we never read
Because we're plugged into this grid
Don't pull this plug right now or then we'd really have to live
When I die, will they remember not what I did but what I haven't done?
It's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death
When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
And this might be our only chance
Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive
Your words won't save me now
I'm at the edge feeling the sweat drip from my brow
Get a grip on yourself is what they say
Every hour everyday
Hands over my ears, i've been screaming all these years
When I die will they remember not what I did but what I haven't done?
It's not the end that I fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death
When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
And this might be our only chance
Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive
We came in search of answers
We left empty handed again
Shots fired into the sky are now returning
Where the fuck will you hide?
Hiding from the laughter in the closets of our lives
But the door hinges are squeaking letting in thin shards of light
And now a hand's extending outward, quiet comfort they invite
Do we dare take what they offer, do we step into the light?
When I die will they remember not what I did but what I haven't done?
It's not the end that I fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death
When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
And this might be our only chance
Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive
When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
And this might be our only chance
Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive
Ignore the first 30seconds.
Listen to the music after that.
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A Nice song by one of my favourite Bands - Rise Against.
RA's songs tend to have strong lyrics behind them. I admire their work.
They're hardcore and emotionally powerful.
Ever since of recent happening
I've been listening to them much more now. Most likely in hopes to "drown out" the pain.
This song in particular got me to even more thinking of a much recent happening.
Relates to me... somehow.
Still, enjoy the hardcore rock music .... or not, just enjoy the lyrics.
It means alot.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
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