We're alright where we're supposed to be.

Oh snap

...

I'm on a long road to ruin.

I've been happy when I want to be sad.
Sad when I want to be happy.
Serious when I want to be a joker.
A jester when I need to be focused.
Sarcastic when I want to be straight-forward.
Apathetic when I need to be sympathetic.
Crazy when I need to be serious.

You get the idea. Basically, I jumble up all my emotions and personalities and I can't seem to always draw the correct one in the right situations.

This is, actually in-fact, awesome. As it makes me random. But on the other hand, it makes me look like a dick at most times. The fact it does annoys me. But I can't seem to STFU. And I'm too apathetic to do anything about it. At least people are kind enough to put up with my douche-baggery. And for that, I thank you all. I'll treat you something to make up for it. Go redeem your free drink from me after reading this.

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I spent the whole of last night jamming to The Beatles. All the way past 2am in the morning. I had my amplifier out-loud, and my windows opened. Usually they would be closed, but on the count that my air-conditioner is currently as good as a blow dryer on Hot setting. Until I can get it back to actually blow out some Cool air, I'm resorting to putting a fan in-front of my face. I'm staring at it right now.

So anywho, I played songs from The Beatles all the way past 2am in the morning. For some reason, The Beatles are really fun to play. Ever since I heard they'll be doing a Rock Band Beatles game, I got hyped for the band.



The trailer had some sweet tunes. I've listened to the Beatles before (Sgt. Pepper and the Lonely Hearts Club Band, ftw), but wasn't really into them. But after watching the game's trailer, I started researching more of their other songs. And they're so cool. Their older songs are so cliche and cute, and I'm guessing that's why they're so cool. As the years progressed, so does their music. And I can tell the difference between McCartney's and Lennon's song writing. McCartney's gravitates more towards the good ol' Rock N Roll, while Lennon is a random bunch of hippie music (a.k.a Music you make when you're High). Go listen to "I Am the Walrus" and I dare you to tell me straight in the face that he didn't wrote it while he was high. I Rofl-ed.

So after listening to a bunch of them, I started trying out playing some. I managed to improvised some songs on my own (improvised the solo for "I Saw Her Standing There"). "Back to USSR" is so far such an awesome song to play and listen to. It's so sweet, it's really what you call old school Rock 'N Roll. Aww yeah.

So yeah, I just played and played. Because I was bored, and I just needed to. I'm already not performing for "Band Out", and I'm pissed. So I'll just continue playing by myself. It's a wonder how none of my neighbors or my parents complained about the volume, especially when it was already so late into the night. It's probably because either they were all dead asleep, or were enjoying what I was playing - the nostalgic sounds of the Beatles ... lol.

Well, she was just 17,
You know what I mean,
And the way she looked was way beyond compare.
So how could I dance with another (ooh)
When I saw her standin' there.

I desperately want to play this..

On stage, in the studio, at someone's home, ANYWHERE.

Please, will anyone jam this song with me... PLEASE

A Fire burns today

Before I Begin.

Happy 3rd Birthday Adib Numan, my little nephew! :3
Aww.. we wubbs his cake...


Also, random cousin/nephew shots.






This the week that I, more or less, got stuff done if not fully completing them. This is going to be the last week of school, and then, huzzah! Term break. It's like seriously damn fast. I've just met these bunch of people and holidays are coming again. I got an upcoming camp, and I think my old school's NCC are going to have a camp too. Not sure about when is that though. Maybe it's already over for all I know. If it is, I'll be damn sad 'coz I have plans for the things to do during the camp. Like seriously, and watching porn in the school canteen at 4am in the morning is not one of them.

Don't know what I'm gonna do during the holidays though. Most likely, I'll just waste it as usual. 2 weeks may sound long, but god damned is it friggin' short. But, it'll allow me to sleep in late again. Awesome.

So my week in a summary? Well. I got work done, more or less. I bought a new guitar amplifier, thanks to Khai again. Funny story, I thought the person I would be dealing with would be a guy, because it's always a guy usually. The person said that they'll drive all the way to my place to make the exchange on the night itself. So I made my way to the ATM and back in a hurry, and to my surprised, it was a girl. Wow. She was nice, and though the exchange was brief she made constant assurance that I could contact her anytime if there was a problem with the guitar amplifier. Haha, it was a nice surprise I guess. She was cute too.. but probably much older, lawl.

Oh, and I helped Hakim buy Team Fortress 2. Spreading the love of 2fort. I jumped from Sengkang to Bishan to Funan and back. Nowhere had the game. Well, they HAD the game. But everywhere it was sold out. Seriously, wtf. A Week ago I just saw it sitting on the shelf. Because of the damn Spy/Sniper patch, everyone was probably liek "MMUST GET TF2", and so they did. Eventually I found one for Hakim at Sim Lim Square. Got free pins while we were at it. Now I can stab his nooby, pyro-loving, heavy-wielding ass anytime. Awesome. He's becoming my close-friend in poly. Most probably because we're like the only malay guys in class. Chinese/Malay to be exact. So, kinda like brothers. Lawl.

So okay, I've done my blogging for the week. Good night. I need to study marketing now or Mr. John will HOedown my ass during the written test. Get it? Hahahahahahahah... Neither does your face.

I don't know why

Monkey see, monkey do
Rather be dead than be cool
Every line ends in rhyme
Less is more, love is blind

Give an inch, take a smile
Fashion shits, fashion style
Blow it out, keep it in
Have to have poison skin

Stay Away

Time means nothing

Dammit, doing ICA's sucks.

Okay fine, it's not the ICA's fault. Mostly mine. I've been slacking my ass off when I'm not supposed to. Like today, when everyone's doing their work for Week 8's assignment, I spent the whole 4 hours of break playing CS. Haha. What the hell is wrong with me, like seriously. I basically screwed up my Creative Thinking ICA. Screw that. Filming had the potential to go wrong, and at some point it very damn well did.

I'm just happy I managed to get through everything with a smile. I have my friends to thank for that. Awesome people.

Weekends are here again. Damn they come and go so fast. It's like, we just ended Week 6 of school. Six weeks of school, that's more than a month. And it feels like we just started. It's disturbingly moving too fast. During secondary school, it feels like forever just to get a weekend. Now it feels like a breeze. Too fast perhaps. I've got enough work on my hands, the extra time would come in handy thank you very much. Okay who am I complaining - I have the time, I just suck at managing it. I suck. I procrastinate too much. Too fucking much. I want to do my work, but when my mind is block, I just have to do something to unblock it, and that something is always unrelated to my work. Dammit!

I've been saying sooner or later I have to learn to stop, but I can't. Too much noise at home. I miss the days where I would go out to study. I made much more progress studying outside than studying at home. Too bad.

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Summary of Monday's Vivo outing

Outing was fun.
Friends are fun.
Cake was cheesy (literally)
Dares were weird.
I took one for the team, half me enjoyed it, half of me found it awkward.
I sucked too much.
Going home late was sweet.


Done.
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Oh I've been working on a personal song too.
It's not fully done, since I've only wrote like 50% of it.

But here's a sneak peek:

It's been three days
since you've said goodbye
i took a long look
at your alibi

I saw what
I should have seen
And now I'm
Taking a deeper scene

It's not over Even
When it's not Begun
The stereo inside me
Telling tales

Could I be
Should I See
The way they held me

It's not over even
When it's not yet begun

It's basically in the key of "Em", with slight variations.

Taking my time to work on it further.
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There, I've done my blogging for the week. Yay.

Someone said I'm in the wrong place

I better leave