OMG IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE UPDATE THIS AWESOME BLOG OF MINE.
DAMN YOU SCHOOL WORK AND ASSIGNMENTS!!! DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL...
Watch this space. I'mma rant on more things to come
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Omg Is that me with Short hair?
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Yes, yes I do have short hair now.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Cap that point!
Today is a special day. Why? No, I'm still single. And it isn't just because I'm blogging once again. Today I am officially saying goodbye to my favourite cap ever. My NOD Military cap.
It has served me well over the years and been my trademark look ever since Secondary 3. But now after 4 years, I'm retiring it from duty and it'll be kept in my drawer and archived for the years to come. It's worn and torn and it's battle scars are becoming more prominent. It's best that I retire it before the whole thing is reduced to nothing more than a mere strand of cloth.
I just bought a new cap anyways. So no biggie. I wouldn't want to say that I'm replacing my favourite cap, that would just make it sound harsh. So lets' just put it as a retirement for my old cap.
So whats with me and caps anyways? So, okay, more or less everyone would have notice this by now. You will hardly see me around without wearing a cap. Yes, I love caps. I ALWAYS wear it whenever I go out. It’s a necessity for me, somehow. Haha, everyone has been telling me to take it off and just start wearing a proper hair style. But despite all that, I still persist on wearing a cap. I’m just too lazy to actually do my hair every day. I would just comb my hair normally, put on the cap (and maybe adjust my fringe so it won’t cover my face), and be all set to go out. The look fits me. In fact, I’ve made it my trademark look.
This cap-wearing addiction began long ago. I couldn’t stop wearing caps even when I was just a wee lad. My mum told me, that during my first Hari Raya that I ever celebrated as a toddler; my parents bought me a songkok (the malay traditional male head dress). They had me wear it for the whole first day of Hari Raya. And I never took it off. Not once. Not at all. Even when my parents tried to take it off, fearing that I would get too hot wearing it, they said I would resist even as a toddler. So I guess that’s how it all began.
After that, my parents would buy me caps. Actually, I have a bunch of them in my closet. Piled up and collecting dust. Many of them were actually given by my relatives, because they know just how much I love wearing caps. And since I was young, I was oblivious to looking good. So my parents would just make me wear caps on casual outings. Eventually I grew along with this habit. As I entered teenage-hood, the need to look my best was a priority to me. And since then I would always try to cap with my outfit. I’ve gone from normal caps to trucker/skater caps (those caps with nets at the back), and now what I’m wearing is what seems to be “Military”-styled caps.
The first impression everyone will ever get from me.
I don’t know. I just find myself feeling more comfortable wearing caps. Also another reason why I wear them is that I HAVE to flatten my hair. Without them, my hair would fluff out like nobody’s business and I would look horrendous. It happens all the time after I take a shower. I can’t keep it flat. So during my secondary school days, I would need to wear a cap every morning, just before leaving home, in order to keep my hair flat. But now in Poly, I CAN wear caps to school, so it’s more or less much easier for me.
Still, perhaps I should reconsider doing something with my hair, rather than just wearing a cap. I mean, sooner or later I’ll have to kick this habit in the working world. Haha, I’ll do something this long hair of mine. Oh, my hair length. Don’t even get me started on that too…
It has served me well over the years and been my trademark look ever since Secondary 3. But now after 4 years, I'm retiring it from duty and it'll be kept in my drawer and archived for the years to come. It's worn and torn and it's battle scars are becoming more prominent. It's best that I retire it before the whole thing is reduced to nothing more than a mere strand of cloth.
I just bought a new cap anyways. So no biggie. I wouldn't want to say that I'm replacing my favourite cap, that would just make it sound harsh. So lets' just put it as a retirement for my old cap.
So whats with me and caps anyways? So, okay, more or less everyone would have notice this by now. You will hardly see me around without wearing a cap. Yes, I love caps. I ALWAYS wear it whenever I go out. It’s a necessity for me, somehow. Haha, everyone has been telling me to take it off and just start wearing a proper hair style. But despite all that, I still persist on wearing a cap. I’m just too lazy to actually do my hair every day. I would just comb my hair normally, put on the cap (and maybe adjust my fringe so it won’t cover my face), and be all set to go out. The look fits me. In fact, I’ve made it my trademark look.
This cap-wearing addiction began long ago. I couldn’t stop wearing caps even when I was just a wee lad. My mum told me, that during my first Hari Raya that I ever celebrated as a toddler; my parents bought me a songkok (the malay traditional male head dress). They had me wear it for the whole first day of Hari Raya. And I never took it off. Not once. Not at all. Even when my parents tried to take it off, fearing that I would get too hot wearing it, they said I would resist even as a toddler. So I guess that’s how it all began.
After that, my parents would buy me caps. Actually, I have a bunch of them in my closet. Piled up and collecting dust. Many of them were actually given by my relatives, because they know just how much I love wearing caps. And since I was young, I was oblivious to looking good. So my parents would just make me wear caps on casual outings. Eventually I grew along with this habit. As I entered teenage-hood, the need to look my best was a priority to me. And since then I would always try to cap with my outfit. I’ve gone from normal caps to trucker/skater caps (those caps with nets at the back), and now what I’m wearing is what seems to be “Military”-styled caps.
The first impression everyone will ever get from me.
I don’t know. I just find myself feeling more comfortable wearing caps. Also another reason why I wear them is that I HAVE to flatten my hair. Without them, my hair would fluff out like nobody’s business and I would look horrendous. It happens all the time after I take a shower. I can’t keep it flat. So during my secondary school days, I would need to wear a cap every morning, just before leaving home, in order to keep my hair flat. But now in Poly, I CAN wear caps to school, so it’s more or less much easier for me.
Still, perhaps I should reconsider doing something with my hair, rather than just wearing a cap. I mean, sooner or later I’ll have to kick this habit in the working world. Haha, I’ll do something this long hair of mine. Oh, my hair length. Don’t even get me started on that too…
Monday, June 29, 2009
I will never be good enough for her
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
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A direct soundtrack for me right now.... D:
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
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A direct soundtrack for me right now.... D:
Friday, June 19, 2009
Vidja Gaemz Laiv
Guess what, I went to Video Games Live concert!
Thanks to my good friend Ananda who invited me along. Thanks a lot man, YOU ROCK!
And I must say, it was AWESOME!!
The screen was showing "All Your Base Are Belong To Us" .. LOL
The host and some models.. damn lighting
Oh and I bought a shirt too (cost me a friggin $35)
Basically it's a concert where some symphonic band plays all the music from Video Games soundtrack. Yup, games are not longer just about, well, the game. Even music now plays a big role in it. So okay I admit, I didn't exactly enjoy it totally. There were some games I've never even played before. Heard of, yes, but never touched before. So I didn't exactly know what I was listening to. Still, the performance was spot on, and the the crowd interaction was great. We got like, front row seats. Well not exactly front row, but we were damn close to the stage and we could see everything clearly. I didn't yawn at all. Now, if only they played the theme from Team Fortress 2. I would have jizzed in my Pants.
They played songs ranging from Metal Gear Solid to Super Mario Bros. to World of Warcraft to Castlevania and not forgetting - Halo.
Halo was the highlight for me, even though they didn't really emphasized on it so much. Oh well. Still, for some reason, some lame skinny-assed Master Chief cosplayer had to go prancing around. Lame. Lol.
As for refreshments, I totally got ripped off at the food stand. Like seriously, $6 for 2 cans of Iced Lemon Tea? $8 for a shitty Egg Sandwich that I could have made a bajillion times better with my eyes closed. What the fuck man. They know we need to buy food during these concerts, so they exploited this fact and purposely raised the prices sky high like nobody's business. Screw them, those Money-whoring sons of bitches.
Also, for some reason, they allowed my camera in. At first I was nervous that they were gooing to take it away (like during the MCR concert I went to, they confiscated my camera away from me), so I tried hiding it deep inside my bag, underneath my hoodie. I tried to not let the guards see as they were checking my bag, but nonetheless, they stripped it empty and found the video camera. To my surprise, they let me off with it. Haha. When I got into the hall, everyone had their cameras. It's weird, I thought big concerts like this would not allow the use of cameras. If I knew I could bring my in my video camera, I would have brought along my tripod. Seriously, holding a camera and recording the performance while trying to watch it myself can get really tiring after awhile.
Still, I managed to record a few performances. I only recorded the prominent ones, and songs that I actually know of.
I'll upload them and post them on another day.
In teh m3an tiem, I'mma go pley sum h3 fr abit kthxbai
AWESOME
Thanks to my good friend Ananda who invited me along. Thanks a lot man, YOU ROCK!
And I must say, it was AWESOME!!
The screen was showing "All Your Base Are Belong To Us" .. LOL
The host and some models.. damn lighting
Oh and I bought a shirt too (cost me a friggin $35)
Basically it's a concert where some symphonic band plays all the music from Video Games soundtrack. Yup, games are not longer just about, well, the game. Even music now plays a big role in it. So okay I admit, I didn't exactly enjoy it totally. There were some games I've never even played before. Heard of, yes, but never touched before. So I didn't exactly know what I was listening to. Still, the performance was spot on, and the the crowd interaction was great. We got like, front row seats. Well not exactly front row, but we were damn close to the stage and we could see everything clearly. I didn't yawn at all. Now, if only they played the theme from Team Fortress 2. I would have jizzed in my Pants.
They played songs ranging from Metal Gear Solid to Super Mario Bros. to World of Warcraft to Castlevania and not forgetting - Halo.
Halo was the highlight for me, even though they didn't really emphasized on it so much. Oh well. Still, for some reason, some lame skinny-assed Master Chief cosplayer had to go prancing around. Lame. Lol.
As for refreshments, I totally got ripped off at the food stand. Like seriously, $6 for 2 cans of Iced Lemon Tea? $8 for a shitty Egg Sandwich that I could have made a bajillion times better with my eyes closed. What the fuck man. They know we need to buy food during these concerts, so they exploited this fact and purposely raised the prices sky high like nobody's business. Screw them, those Money-whoring sons of bitches.
Also, for some reason, they allowed my camera in. At first I was nervous that they were gooing to take it away (like during the MCR concert I went to, they confiscated my camera away from me), so I tried hiding it deep inside my bag, underneath my hoodie. I tried to not let the guards see as they were checking my bag, but nonetheless, they stripped it empty and found the video camera. To my surprise, they let me off with it. Haha. When I got into the hall, everyone had their cameras. It's weird, I thought big concerts like this would not allow the use of cameras. If I knew I could bring my in my video camera, I would have brought along my tripod. Seriously, holding a camera and recording the performance while trying to watch it myself can get really tiring after awhile.
Still, I managed to record a few performances. I only recorded the prominent ones, and songs that I actually know of.
I'll upload them and post them on another day.
In teh m3an tiem, I'mma go pley sum h3 fr abit kthxbai
AWESOME
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
We're alright where we're supposed to be.
Oh snap
...
I'm on a long road to ruin.
I've been happy when I want to be sad.
Sad when I want to be happy.
Serious when I want to be a joker.
A jester when I need to be focused.
Sarcastic when I want to be straight-forward.
Apathetic when I need to be sympathetic.
Crazy when I need to be serious.
You get the idea. Basically, I jumble up all my emotions and personalities and I can't seem to always draw the correct one in the right situations.
This is, actually in-fact, awesome. As it makes me random. But on the other hand, it makes me look like a dick at most times. The fact it does annoys me. But I can't seem to STFU. And I'm too apathetic to do anything about it. At least people are kind enough to put up with my douche-baggery. And for that, I thank you all. I'll treat you something to make up for it. Go redeem your free drink from me after reading this.
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I spent the whole of last night jamming to The Beatles. All the way past 2am in the morning. I had my amplifier out-loud, and my windows opened. Usually they would be closed, but on the count that my air-conditioner is currently as good as a blow dryer on Hot setting. Until I can get it back to actually blow out some Cool air, I'm resorting to putting a fan in-front of my face. I'm staring at it right now.
So anywho, I played songs from The Beatles all the way past 2am in the morning. For some reason, The Beatles are really fun to play. Ever since I heard they'll be doing a Rock Band Beatles game, I got hyped for the band.
The trailer had some sweet tunes. I've listened to the Beatles before (Sgt. Pepper and the Lonely Hearts Club Band, ftw), but wasn't really into them. But after watching the game's trailer, I started researching more of their other songs. And they're so cool. Their older songs are so cliche and cute, and I'm guessing that's why they're so cool. As the years progressed, so does their music. And I can tell the difference between McCartney's and Lennon's song writing. McCartney's gravitates more towards the good ol' Rock N Roll, while Lennon is a random bunch of hippie music (a.k.a Music you make when you're High). Go listen to "I Am the Walrus" and I dare you to tell me straight in the face that he didn't wrote it while he was high. I Rofl-ed.
So after listening to a bunch of them, I started trying out playing some. I managed to improvised some songs on my own (improvised the solo for "I Saw Her Standing There"). "Back to USSR" is so far such an awesome song to play and listen to. It's so sweet, it's really what you call old school Rock 'N Roll. Aww yeah.
So yeah, I just played and played. Because I was bored, and I just needed to. I'm already not performing for "Band Out", and I'm pissed. So I'll just continue playing by myself. It's a wonder how none of my neighbors or my parents complained about the volume, especially when it was already so late into the night. It's probably because either they were all dead asleep, or were enjoying what I was playing - the nostalgic sounds of the Beatles ... lol.
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